Saturday, November 6, 2010

From the podium

One of the first things I got as a teacher that I thought was a perk was the fashioning and the delivery of a podium to my room. It took seven days for the Engineering department at my school (I call them that because the word maintenance just doesn't seem to cut it for these guys ^_^) to make the podium and about half a day to deliver it. When I received it, I welcomed it warmly; now I didn't have to lug around the textbook while I presented the lesson. I noticed one afternoon that the paint has started to rub off on its lower left corner. I realized that's where I rested my forearm while talking to my students. There you go, instant character!

I was thinking about that and how when at the Teachers' Lounge there was a discussion on student-centered learning. In the olden days, so the conversation goes, the teacher was the font of wisdom. If you wanted to learn it, you asked the teacher or the teacher gave it to you. If the teacher didn't know it, you didn't learn it. He or she had the book, the grades, the knowledge, and the students were there to receive. Now, with the advance of technology, it is the students who have the knowledge in the form of a massive, searchable font of data called the Internet. In some cases the student actually learns effectively from this source. It then has become the teacher's job to supervise this flow of knowledge and to make sure that the students are learning. Now, if you didn't know something, you looked it up--you didn't ask your teacher first.

I remember at first being a little let down by this train of thought. No longer were teachers the respected learning sources they were in the past. But as I walked Kmart today in search of a squeegee for my chalkboard, I realized that it doesn't have to be all bad news. First of all, if the teacher didn't know something, it would be easy for him or her to look it up, too! And what's more, we teachers would be more motivated to do so, improving the flow of communication between the teachers and students. More importantly, I realized that I didn't become a teacher so that I could act as a "font of wisdom". My job is not really about informing students... it's about making students realize the impact of their learning on their lives, and encouraging them to use what they've learned to make their lives better. That's actually more difficult. Most importantly, it dovetails nicely with what I've learned during the assessment and accountability conference. In this shifted paradigm, the teacher's task of assessing his or her students in making sure that learning is occurring is even more important! And since students cannot anymore be expected to have learned the same things in the same way, multiple perspectives assessment becomes more of a priority.

Teaching is the hardest thing I've ever had to do, yet every time I think about it, I feel that this was the positive change in the world I was meant to accomplish. And hopefully, next week, I can do it all with a cleaner chalkboard.

Thanks for reading.

Song in my head: Led Zeppelin, "Over the Hills and Far Away". First heard as a ringtone on a now-defunct phone owned by a friend.

Thursday, November 4, 2010

Seventeen syllables, No. 79

Living just for the
Moment, apparently, is
Harder than it seems.

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

Stainless: 2. Stainless

This serves as the introduction to this series of posts, which I should have posted before I posted "Perspective" yesterday. Perhaps my thoughts on this post were less well-formed than the ones from my first post. Not a problem; this is something that can be edited in post-production.

Before I go into today's topic, I would like to expound a little bit on the notion that Filipino commuters trade 2D maps of their commutes for easier-to-remember linear sequences of landmarks. This is interesting because to some extent, they lose track of and forget the 2D map (or indeed never learn it in the first place). The shortcut "maps" they have in their head only make sense for as long as there are jeepneys, buses, and tricycles on Manila's thoroughfares. But guess which people are required to know the 2D maps? The conductors and drivers of the public utility vehicles. If you commanded a tricycle driver, "Sanggumay Street", or to a jeepney driver, "Sa Tomas Morato lang", those commands would not make sense if either driver had no idea where those places were.

So in effect, there is a sort of "cartographic priesthood" made up of the public utility vehicle drivers and owners that know all the roads, and the "cartographic laity", the rest of us who have only memorized landmarks. This, in turn, is interesting, because it helps explain why jeepney drivers have so much clout when it comes to making the /pamasahe/ or the jeepney fare closely follow trends in the price of gas. Think about it. If jeeps have to pay more for gas without raising the fares, some will go out of business. There will be fewer jeeps, and fewer people will be able to go around, simply because they don't have the whole map, just the landmarks, and the jeepneys do.



Many things in the Philippines, it seems, are made of stainless steel--jeepneys, tricycles, furniture, so on and so forth. As soon as I had that idea in my head, I decided that this series of posts should be named "Stainless". But of course, naming something Stainless requires the word "stainless" to do double duty--it must describe something literal or mundane about a set of concepts, and, by some clever (or otherwise) turn of phrase or reinterpretation, it must also describe something deeper about the same set of concepts. That reinterpretation dawned on me while I was riding a jeepney from Lawton to St. Luke's Medical Center, and the jeepney crossed Pasig River on a bridge made to look like stainless steel. (Perhaps it was really stainless steel, but that is not likely; more likely it was painted that color to shimmer in the hot sun.)

It was the juxtaposition of something clean and glimmering and something so notoriously dirty and noxious that clicked in my head. I've never seen an upstanding Filipino person who did not endeavor to clean up, to make something presentable, be it the facade of their house, the floor, their own appearance. So why is it that, when you walk busy streets and wait for jeepneys and buses at busy intersections, you come upon so much trash and dingy walls, walls plastered with political ads and simple block text ads that promise to help you "lipat bahay" (moving house) or the services of a "tubero" (plumber) if you call or text some number? Why is the air so dirty that the sky is gray or brown rather than blue? How could a nation of clean people (here I only mean to make a generalization to achieve contrast) let monstrosities like Smokey Mountain and Pasig River happen?

I hit upon the answer when I realized that I have been removed from this place for so long that I am not seeing Metro Manila with Filipino eyes anymore; I am seeing them with American (Guamanian?) eyes. I thought back to when I had a full Filipino mindset, when I was a lot younger. The place seemed... cleaner. When I was assigned to draw in school, and it was time to color in the sky, I reached for the blue crayon. I visited my aunts' house near Bamboo Organ Church, and while it was dingy and dirty--in other words, the way it is now--I didn't seem to mind. (If there was anyting I minded when I was a child, it was the smell. Since the sense of smell creates the strongest memories, I am somewhat surprised that I don't smell it whenever I visit nowadays.)

Of course, it could be that this memory of a cleaner Manila is the result of any one of a number of more mundane causes: perhaps being a child I was simply not equipped to pay attention to the dirt around me; perhaps my mother and the housekeepers we hired did such a good job of keeping my house clean that I came to assume that everywhere else is just as clean; and perhaps--and this view is what I think most people, Filipinos or otherwise, hold--perhaps it really was cleaner back then. (This last is a manifestation of the frame of mind that the past is better than the present.)

But perhaps the disconnect is caused by a special feature of Filipino perspective: Filipinos maybe--just maybe--look past the very dirt they combat. When they see Luneta, they visualize a Luneta they want to visit, free of candy wrappers on the ground, the monuments newly-painted and not stained with years of soot and car smoke, the air fresh, clean, and breathable. What's more, this visualization may in fact be borne of that same Filipino desire to be clean that moves them to sweep with brooms and scrub floors with coconut shell halves. In short, their perspective is that of a "stainless" Manila.

In this way it seems like the complete reverse of what I learned was the Japanese perspective. When Japanese people look at a place, they /expect/ it to be the ideal way it is supposed to be, and are usually disappointed when the reality does not match the ideal. Filipinos look at the mirror from the other side--they see the reality and visualize the ideal, and when possible, try to make the two match. (Of course, the Japanese "disappointment" can and does move them to do the same thing, match the reality to the ideal. It is an example of two opposite causes having the same effect.)

Now this "stainless" view is fine and perhaps even positive in the individual case, but in the group-political case it may have negative effects. Filipino politics has a timbre that rivals any Filipino soap opera; it seems so difficult to build a consensus on any sort of policy, as most any political move is construed to benefit the author or sponsor in some way. A "stainless" perspective makes environmental mistakes like Pasig River possible, because in a slow-moving bureaucracy, why fix something that doesn't /look/ broken (or in this case, dirty)?

This is why I like the explanation of the "stainless" perspective--it explains the seeming disconnect between the Filipino propensity to be clean and the larger ongoing problem with cleanliness in Manila. It relates to this series of posts because I can see this last visit to the Philippines as an opportunity to relearn this "stainless" perspective and to apply its positive lessons to my life.

This thought process was borne in me by my rejection of the "the past is better than the present" mindset. I'm mainly a "the future is better than the present" person, and this offers the hope that if Filipinos recognize that they have this "stainless" perspective, they can overcome the political barriers that keep them from becoming a more environmentally conscious country, a country that actually is stainless.

Thoughts?

Thanks for reading.

Song in my head: Iyaz feat. Charice Pempengco, "Pyramid".

Sunday, June 6, 2010

Stainless: 1. Perspective

This is something that's surely occurred to me before, in my previous trips to the Philippines, but I'm only noticing this now. It has something to do with perspective. It's like this. Guam, in sheer size and area, is much smaller than the Philippines--I think it is smaller then even just Luzon, the northern island--but in some way it doesn't feel smaller. I look around in Guam and I always see green and blue--the plants and the sky. I am always cognizant of the space not just in my vicinity at the moment, but of other vicinities. When I drive to work and go on the Route 16 overpass, I see Micronesia Mall from far away, and the ocean and the hotels beyond that. When I go to Kmart, I see not just Kmart but the jungles around Kmart and the cliffline upon which Chalan Pasaheru, Route 10A, was built. When I go to the beach in Tumon, not only do I see the hotels lining the beach view, but also Tanguisson and Two Lovers' Point, from miles away.

The same is not the case in Manila. You take the jeepney to Lawton, and all you see are the other sweaty faces riding with you on that jeepney. Try to peer outside the jeepney's open windows, and what you'll see are the facades of houses, businesses, and the people inhabiting the street right at that moment. You walk the street to RFC, and all you see is the street. Unless you're right at Real Street, you won't see that Jollibee or McDonald's that you know is just a minute's walk away, and even if you did, chances are you're looking at the large signs these businesses had to erect in order to compete with all the other signs all around them. In other words, you can't see Espana from Lawton, and you can't see E. Rodriguez from Espana.

Now, am I saying that this is a bad thing? On one hand, I do fear that the military buildup that is being planned for Guam may have the effect of "closing in" our vistas so that our perspectives cease to be open. Already I observe that once those four towers at Oka are built, they will be an inescapable sight for miles around, even as you're going towards the intersection between Routes 1 and 10A on that final stretch of road near Kmart. Now guess what you will see when you are standing at the Hospital parking lot, near the towers. That's right, the towers. Just the towers. Even since before the towers were built, you couldn't see the ocean from the GMH parking lot anyway, even if you tried, but now, with the towers in the way, you wouldn't even consider the possibility.

But perhaps this "closed-ness" that makes the very messy but functional public transport system in Metro Manila possible. Because the only landmarks available to them are the ones in their immediate vicinity, Filipino commuters soon learn to recognize them even within the confines of a jeepney where you have to hang down your head to see out the window. Perhaps they do not see their daily commute as a two-dimensional map, but rather as a linear ordering of landmarks that they consult as they ride the tricycles, jeepneys, and buses in their route. Because their vistas are closed, every intersection comes to look different. I think back to the time I dropped off a friend in Liguan Terrace. I dropped her off all right, but it took me 30 minutes of driving around to realize how to get back out to Marine Corps Drive. Why? The houses all looked the same at night, and the only landmarks I could find were faraway ones, in this case the tall trees that grow from some of the houses. Since the trees were far away, they look similar even when viewed from entirely different intersections.

I decided that an amorphous, market-driven public transport system would not take off in Guam, simply because of our lack of immediate (as opposed to large and faraway) landmarks. I'm pretty sure you've heard of Bear Rock, but what about Pacific Plaza? Would you be confident in getting dropped off at Pacific Plaza if you knew that there was another place called Pacific Place? (There is, by the way.) What about Baltej Pavilion? Sounds familiar, right? But where is it, and how could I use this information to get where I want to go?

This is when I realized that the tension between open vistas and closed vistas is a tension between the picturesque and the efficient. In fact, I did not set out to write this post the way you are reading it; I was supposed to say something about how Filipinos compensate for this lack of perspective with open minds. But that seems rather New-Agey and quite like that bit about the white woman Margaret Mead telling the Pacific Islanders from the outlying islands what they are really like in her book when really, in the opinion of the islanders, she really doesn't know what she's talking about.

So I am glad I instead talked about public transportation, as this is a topic that engages both my political and mathematical proclivities. For many reasons, Guam will greatly benefit from a public transport system. But how will it be accomplished? Perhaps this talk about getting the commuter thinking about his or her route as a series of landmarks in closed vistas might help quite a bit.

Thoughts?

Thanks for reading.

Song in my head: Hayley Williams, B.O.B., and Eminem, "Airplanes".

Friday, April 23, 2010

Motivation

Today I woke up at seven thirty in the morning. This is a good thing. In fact, I would like to wake up much earlier. But since I was not accustomed to waking up at that hour, guess what? I ended up going right back to sleep. Now it's past one in the afternoon, and I have returned to my web journal after a long absence to ask: What would be a good morning ritual to kick start a day?

In the past few months I have been attending a ballroom dancing class at the studio my sister also attends. It started out for the benefit of my mother, who complained that she rarely gets a partner. So I joined, and was surprised at how efficient this activity was in getting me to break a sweat. Which, I guess, was the point; ballroom dancing is supposed to look easy.

Recently, as the date of the company's annual concert neared, I became given to saying out loud, "Let's get this down good, guys, so we can take this to the concert!" This usually gets a laugh, mostly nervous, from the other participants, who are mostly parents of the students at the company. It is clear that they would rather not perform for the concert, and would rather just watch it. My mother chimes in during our dinner conversations thus: she thinks that the company director wouldn't put ballroom students in the concert programme unless they were of a certain quality, i.e., they were good enough.

All well and good, of course. The steps given to us by the instructor, I admit, look very simple and easy, not well-suited to be performed for a concert. If they were any more complex, we wouldn't have time to learn it in an hour. And it probably takes about three weeks to a month of serious dedication to master a dance-number-length routine, even if it were only made up of simple steps.

But to me, the thought of taking it to the concert is a useful legal fiction. One, I already noted how it makes other people laugh. Sometimes it will appear to me that ballroom practice is getting too serious; my utterance just shakes it off just a little. And another, more important reason is that even though I don't seriously expect to perform for the program, my thinking that I would be included causes me to show off a little bit more, in effect, to make it look more effortless than it actually is. This helps squeeze both sweat and attitude from me, and in the end I know I must have danced much better.

And anyway, if I can't perform for the concert, I always have my graduation party. ^_^

Thanks for reading.

Song in my head: Santana, "Samba Pa Ti".

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Leaving this world

Perhaps sometime last week I read William Saletan's article on occupying virtual worlds. The article summarized the story of a Korean couple--heavy Internet users--who met online, got together, and had a sickly baby. The couple continued to play online games at Internet cafes, leaving the baby alone at home for most of the day most days. They even had another virtual baby online--one that was not sickly and was everything the couple wanted. One day, they came home to find their real baby dead.

Saletan argues that while the couple may have been culpable for the death of their real child, the increasing power of the virtual worlds we create cannot be underestimated. Every time we check these virtual worlds get better and better, and all the time it gets easier and easier to be drawn into them and to wish to stay in them. And this effect is not limited to MMORPGs and other video games; he says, "Every time you answer the phone in traffic, squander your work day on YouTube, text a colleague during dinner, or turn on your TV to escape your kids, you're leaving this world."

The plain truth of this assertion was apparent to me when I first heard it, but then last Saturday, after my tutoring appointment, I decided to stick around for a while before driving to my next destination. I fired up the web browser on my mobile phone and started to read articles (funnily enough the majority of my time was spent on Slate). When I ran out of articles to read, I decided to begin my drive. At first, I wondered why I felt so drained--I felt as if I traveled hundreds of miles to get where I was. Then I realized, in a way, I kind of did.

Song in my head: Matisyahu, "One Day".

Monday, February 8, 2010

Seventeen syllables, No. 78

Buzzing near my ear--
I awake, see the mirror--
Same face, new haircut.

Saturday, December 26, 2009

Loneliness

You'd think I'd get used to this by now.

Saturday, November 28, 2009

Proofreading a legend

Today I bought the Classic NES Series version of Legend of Zelda, and I am welcoming the almost impossible challenge. If you needed any proof that gamers in the 80s are more skilled than we are today, just insert this cartridge into your Game Boy Advance.

I did notice something, though, that was different. If you refrain from pressing the Start button at the title screen, the game proceeds to tell you about the "Legend of Zelda". It's a short legend whose gist is as follows: the prince of darkness steals the Triforce of Power; Princess Zelda, hoping to keep him from getting the other Triforce (of Wisdom), shatters it into 8 pieces, and is herself captured; and Link, the controllable character, must reassemble the Triforce and defeat the prince to save the princess. Sounds easy, right?

Well, when I first saw this game played (on an NES emulator), the text went like this:


MANY YEARS AGO PRINCE
DARKNESS " GANNON" STOLE
ONE OF THE TRIFORCE WITH
POWER. PRINCESS ZELDA
HAD ONE OF THE TRIFORCE
WITH WISDOM. SHE DIVIDED
IT INTO" 8"UNITS TO HIDE
IT FROM " GANNON" BEFORE
SHE WAS CAPTURED.
GO FIND THE" 8"UNITS
" LINK" TO SAVE HER.



When I fired up my Classic NES Series GBA cart and looked at the same text, this is what I saw:



LONG AGO, GANON, PRINCE
OF DARKNESS, STOLE THE
TRIFORCE OF POWER.
PRINCESS ZELDA OF HYRULE
BROKE THE TRIFORCE OF
WISDOM INTO EIGHT PIECES
AND HID THEM FROM GANON
BEFORE SHE WAS KIDNAPPED
BY GANON'S MINIONS.
LINK, YOU MUST FIND THE
PIECES AND SAVE ZELDA.


Here are images of the Original Legend, and afterwards the Classic (Revised) Legend.



Different! Obviously, there were obvious flaws in the original text--the name of the prince of darkness has changed from "Gannon" (a spelling that never caught on) to "Ganon", the grammar was much improved, and the idiosyncratic quote marks were removed.

However, upon some reflection, I decided that the "revision" was not perfect. The most radical change in the new revision is the loss of urgency of the message. The original message says to "Go find" the 8 units, Link, to save her, but the revision just says that we "must find" the pieces. Also, I think the revision changed things that really didn't need changing. For example, it adds the detail that it was Ganon's minions who kidnapped Princess Zelda. This may or may not have been the intent of the original version (perhaps Ganon did it himself).

So, I decided what anyone with some proofreading experience and a couple of minutes of time would do: I created my own proofreads of the Legend. They are shown below.



LONG AGO, THE PRINCE OF
DARKNESS, GANON, STOLE
THE TRIFORCE OF POWER.
PRINCESS ZELDA DIVIDED
THE TRIFORCE OF WISDOM
INTO 8 UNITS TO HIDE IT
FROM GANON, BEFORE SHE
WAS CAPTURED.
LINK! FIND THE 8 UNITS
TO SAVE PRINCESS ZELDA



The above was my first attempt. In this I tried to veer not too far off from the wording of the original legend, for example, keeping the words "units" and "divided" the same. I also sought to retain (and maybe even amp up a bit) the urgency by saying "Link! Find the 8 units" in this version.



MANY YEARS AGO GANON THE
PRINCE OF DARKNESS STOLE
THE TRIFORCE OF POWER.
PRINCESS ZELDA HAD THE
TRIFORCE OF WISDOM. SHE
HID IT BY BREAKING IT IN
8 PIECES, BUT SHE WAS
TAKEN BY GANON'S FORCES.
FIND THE PIECES, LINK,
AND SAVE ZELDA.



This second proofread, instead of trying to keep the words of the original, tried to keep the spoken cadence, or rhythm, of the original. The pauses occur more naturally on this one, but I had to sacrifice absolute correctness to keep it in the 24-character line limit. For example, I had to say "breaking it in/8 pieces" instead of "into/8 pieces" which would have been more correct. I also commit the act that led me to denigrate the Classic rewording--I attributed the capturing (here Zelda was "taken") to Ganon's "forces". However, where my first attempt had lots of "holes"--unnecessarily large spaces in order to justify the text, the second attempt was more pleasantly dense.

What do you think? Could you do better? Hermeneutics on a short video game text--hey, so what? How else would you have spent your half an hour? ^_^ The rules are: 1) Don't change the story! 2) You have 10 24-character lines to work with (a total of 240 characters, or roughly one and a half SMS text messages), 3) it should look good with all caps. Submit your answers as comments.

Thanks for reading.

Song in my head: Augustana, "Sweet and Low".

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Seventeen syllables, No. 77

Ramen noodle house--
Where Japanese pleasantries
Are shouted like slurs.

Monday, October 26, 2009

In passing

Today, my Geocities site, and perhaps millions of others' Geocities sites, some of them maintained and others not, quietly passed into history. The directories were destroyed, and any Geocities link now redirects to an offer for Yahoo! hosting.

Thankfully I was able to mirror my two sites in time (as Yahoo! sent all Homesteaders a cautionary email) and the sites now reside in my personal web space. But what of the others? What about that Led Zeppelin tribute website someone built in 1999 in honor for the first time she heard "Kashmir" as a pirated MP3 on Winamp? What about that site owned by a socially awkward teenage boy, who, since everyone else did, tYpEd LiKe tHiS and listed his top three school crushes but had to give them pseudonyms? (And before you ask, no, I did not do this... ^_^) What about what must have been thousands of resumes, hundreds of cookbooks, guitar tab sites, collections of pictures of precocious dogs, family trees, FAQs, tutorials for obscure programs, and the like, whose owners have moved on to other things like Friendster, Myspace, Facebook, and Twitter, or who have forgotten that they even had a website on Geocities? All that information--all that knowledge--is gone.

It would be foolhardy to compare the demise of Geocities to that of the Library of Alexandria. But it was the same kind of loss. Supposedly the Library had knowledge about anything and everything the Western civilizations knew up to that point in time, but groups of individuals who were misguided in their ideology (OK, OK, some of them were Christians) felt that its status as a pagan temple trumped its containing precious human knowledge, and so felt the need to take it down.

Similarly, homesteaders were allowed to post whatever they wanted however they wanted on Geocities, so long as you knew HTML and were willing to type into a text box all day to get it. But with the rise of social networking sites, where people are forced into talking only about themselves (and not what they know, for instance, about matrix algebra or what the Eagles were really saying when you played "Hotel California" backwards), Yahoo! had a change of heart:
However, we have decided to focus on helping our customers explore and build relationships online in other ways. Beginning on October 26, 2009, you will no longer be able to use GeoCities to maintain a free presence online — but we're excited about the other services we have designed to help you connect with friends and family and share your activities and interests. —Why is Geocities closing?
In short, if you want a "presence online" but are not self-centered, then you're going to have to buy webspace.

To me, the closing of Geocities is an end of an era. When I started my "online presence", I came upon pages upon pages of people who were desperately wanting to share what they knew about the world. Now, I'm not saying that the websites were perfect, either; this was a time in the thick of the Browser Wars, before usability guidelines were agreed upon, and so people used rainbow text colors, large animated GIFs, black backgrounds beneath dark blue text (not unreliable markers for goth/emo sites), marquees, website layouts that shrugged off the boundaries of your 800-by-600 screen, frames vs. no-frames, and so on. (And plus, it was never more true then than it ever was that you shouldn't believe everything you hear on the Internet.) But you got the sense that people cared about what they wrote down, and they wanted you to know also. These were the days of free websites, visible counters, webrings, email pals, and the like, where it was the web developers who decided what you learned about, and when we said web developers, we meant all of us. And perhaps sometimes we talked about ourselves.

But the new paradigm--the new ideology--is to share things about yourself. You are the most interesting person you know... why would you not want to write about it? So the Web of today is cleaner, easier to read, more usable for keeping in touch with friends and colleagues, and a whole lot easier to use.

Perhaps it was a trade-off. But at least in my book, we end up on the losing side.

Oh, well, there's still Angelfire. ^_^ (Wonder when these guys will close, too?)

Thanks for reading.

Song in my head: Owl City, "Fireflies". I'm gonna write a "Why I like this song" on this as soon as I have time. But I guess you won't see it on Geocities.

P.S. The title of this post links to my homestead
http://www.geocities.com/SiliconValley/Code/4023
As you can see, you get the nag prompt to join Yahoo! hosting. I told you they're all gone.

Saturday, October 3, 2009

Island-bowling, Frame 2

I was looking at the weather channel on TV earlier, and two thoughts suddenly occurred to me:
  • The blue color that stands in for the Pacific Ocean in these loops is a false color. I mean that when the infrared data comes from satellites (or however they get the cloud info), they actually don't perceive the seas as blue. That's a color added to the map to make it seem more realistic. In a way I've known this already, but somehow I was alerted to it the last time I looked at it.

  • The image of typhoons barrelling westward toward the Marianas Islands looks like a frame of tenpins. This is why my new term for the typhoon season is "island-bowling".

Batten down the hatches, ladies and gentlemen. I'll see you all after the all-clear.

Song in my head: Jason DeRulo, "Whatcha Say".

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Septemberians bash

This is the first post I am typing from my newest computer, an MSI Wind U123 netbook that I got for myself on my birthday. I really thought that I would use my old laptop until I graduated, but the “k” key on it gave out on me a bit too early… ^_^ Is it just me, or does my new netbook just pounce on my old laptop in performance and price? I thought so until I realized that my old laptop is more than three and a half years old!

I am trying to throw a party for myself and all those who were born in the month of September. If this describes you and you are free this Friday, please call or text or email me so that I could give you directions or a map. The two hardest things to do for a party are:

  • to get enough people to come
  • to make enough provisions (food, drinks, etc.) for all those people

September seems to be a really popular month to be born. Well, amongst my friends, at least.

Thanks for reading.

P.S. You know you’re in Agana when you find yourself having to parallel-park. ^_^

Song in my head: Kings of Leon, “Use Somebody”. I don’t know for certain whether I already had this song in my head previously, but I wouldn’t care too much as it’s a pretty good song.

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Day # 9131, or, The Time Traveler's Dilemma

Actually, it's already Day #9132... ^_^ But day 9131 turned out to be so eventful that I had no time to post over here! Anyway, perhaps the pictures will do the talking.

Today I watched The Time Traveler's Wife with my family, and I have to say that it is an interesting movie. My favorite part of the movie was anytime anyone said the words, "Everything's going to be all right" (or "OK" or any version thereof). Normally, when someone says this to someone else who is having a tough time, there is no way the first someone could really mean it. I mean, really mean it. Sure, I can tell it to someone close I've known for a long time and whose troubles I am well aware of, and even perhaps whose troubles I've encountered in my life in the past as well. But when it comes down to it, I have zero authority to say those words, because I myself do not know how things will turn out. In the movie, though, whenever someone said those words, that someone had some authority over the statement.

Before I went into the movie, I thought the main conflict within it was going to be a series of tensions between wanting to tell the truth and wanting to reassure the other. But it didn't turn out quite that way at all. What was especially interesting was that the first time in the movie we hear the words "Everything's going to be all right" it comes from the (future) wife, the non-time-traveler. She speaks the truth, of course, because she has already met the time-traveler, but the one she met was older (and obviously wiser and doing better for himself).

One of the humanizing realizations of the movie occurs when you realize that the time-traveler is not much better off than we are--although he can see his future, he can do nothing to change it. But this also is part of the rules of the literary game, because everyone--wisely--sooner or later catches on to this fact really quickly and turn their energies towards the small things that make each other's lives more... what's the word? Livable.

The movie ends up having a different kind of tension--the characters end up in a balancing act where they try to prepare each other for the many eventualities of life. In this environment, "Everything's going to be all right" ends up being true, no matter who says it. And, paradoxically, because of this moral of consoling each other in the small things, the movie ends up teaching us that it's OK to say those words to someone who is going through a tough time, even though you have absolutely no idea how things will actually turn out--as long as you are willing to be part of the solution.

It must be nice to hear from someone who actually knows that "everything's going to be all right." Even if that someone knows he or she is lying.

Thanks for reading.

Song in my head: Broken Social Circle, "Love Will Tear Us Apart". This is a cover of a Joy Division song that was the wedding reception formal dance in the movie. Sounds imo.

Friday, September 11, 2009

Wikipedia random walk, no. 2

Black pudding
Bubble and squeak
Hash (food)
Steak sauce
Full breakfast
Philology
Time immemorial
Immemorial nobility
Hidalgo
Jugging
Kipper
Solomon Gundy
Solomon Grundy
Roud Folk Song Index
Scarborough Fair
Sark
The Elfin Knight
Elf
Williams syndrome
Argininosuccinate lyase
Urea cycle

Song in my head: Simon and Garfunkel, "Scarborough Fair".

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Sleeplessness

Lately I've been skipping out on sleep for spurious reasons. It might actually be detrimental to my concentration to the rest of the day (which has already happened last week, more than once). So why do I do it? I don't know. Sometimes I get this hard-to-fight feeling that I might miss something. Unfounded, of course, but so are most irrational feelings.

In other news I am getting better at jump rope, but my gait is still the same idiosyncratic skip-kick my sister pointed out to me the first time I tried it. At least I'm clearing the ground enough to let the rope slip through. Hopefully I'll get good enough to last through "Jesus Walks". ^_^

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This post was brought to you in part by Microsoft's On-Screen Keyboard, because the "k" key on my laptop has ceased to function. It's spurred me on to move up my decision to buy a netbook. ^_^ Perhaps it's a good thing; Echo (the laptop I am typing this on) has hung on with me for more than 3 years now, which I'm told is more than two lifetimes for this kind of laptop. Hopefully I can still get it fixed; if and when this happens I'm loading Ubuntu on this.

Friday, August 28, 2009

Skip rope

I bought myself jump rope today, and up until now it still sits there, waiting for me to put it to good use. (Or, in this case, sitting on my shoulder--like I'm wearing it as an aiguillette.) It smells a bit too much like plastic, but it seems usable. I will have to try using it after my post.

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Song in my head: Hotdog, "Bongga Ka Day".

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Seventeen syllables, No. 76

Please re-rack those clothes
After you tire yourself out
From lifting these weights.

Sunday, August 16, 2009

Synesthete

I'm thrilled to find out today that Marian McPartland is still alive. In recent weeks I've realized what I really enjoyed about her show on NPR: she and her guests kind of play off of each other in a way that makes me think neither of them expect the gloriousness of the sound that they produce. Since Marian can bounce off any style she hears, and her guests represent so many diverse jazz styles, there really is no telling what you're going to hear every show, except that it's probably going to be talking and excellent jazz.

Now I don't think I would ever get to play with Marian: a) I'm not a jazz pianist and I don't think I ever will be, and b) I don't think she'll be alive long enough to wait for me to make it big. But that's not going to be a problem for her; her immortality is almost more than ensured.

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Song in my head: Black Eyed Peas, "Boom Boom Pow".

Monday, August 10, 2009

Reorganization

Wow, my 200th post here, and all I have to say is how messy my room and vehicle are. ^_^ Tomorrow I'll hope to put a dent in that situation.

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Song in my head: Michael Jackson, "Billie Jean". This is fun to do on an elliptical machine.
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